[11 Sep 2005|05:04pm] I am being terribly fat today. I need to finish up my homework and hit the gym so I can do my weight loss course on the elliptical. I've been terrible with my food and whatnot lately. I need to stop going out with friends and being forced around food. 1 comment|post comment

[03 Sep 2005|03:39am] This is to starting over. 2 comments|post comment

[17 Aug 2005|02:36pm] I've been a big lately. I need to stop eating. I've been binging like crazy. Especially when I'm with my friends. post comment

[12 Aug 2005|10:44pm] My friends make me fat. post comment

[11 Aug 2005|11:58pm] [ mood | crappy ] Fuck fuck fuck. I need to stay away from my family around meal times. I fucking ate so much today, I am so disgusted with myself. I ate 2 granola bars, 240 calories. Then I ate grapes, probably 40 calories worth. Then I ate fucking cheese fries so who knows how much was in those. Tomorrow will be better, it has to be. If I only I didn't feel sick today when I was at the beach I wouldn't have been forced to eat all of that. post comment

[10 Aug 2005|12:39am] [ mood | pissed off ] Yesterday I ate one banana, 110 calories, and a motherfucking ice cream sundae. Shoot me now. post comment

[08 Aug 2005|06:24pm] [ mood | annoyed ] For lunch I ate a ricecake at 35 calories. Then for dinner I had a cup of yogurt with was 150 calories. So now I am up to 295 calories. I really need to restrict today and tomorrow morning because I am most likely going out to eat with my girls, putting me in a position where I'll be forced to eat. EDIT: I ate 15 grapes which was 30 calories. So the grand total for today is 325. Not too shabby. post comment

[08 Aug 2005|02:26pm] [ mood | accomplished ] Today I ate one banana, about 110 calories and drank one bottle of water. I also took a one hour yoga class burning about 150-200 calories. God, I love this feeling, of purity and emptiness <3 post comment

[08 Aug 2005|01:17am] [ mood | crappy ] Today I ate like a pig. I suppose that's what tends to happen at family parties. God, I should have controlled myself. Why do I have no self control? Tomorrow morning I am going to yoga so hopefully I'll burn off some calories then. I need to put myself on a strict diet. Hopefully no more than 500 calories per day for now. post comment

[08 Aug 2005|01:13am] [ music | Bloc Party ] My current stats are HT: 5'4" CW: 126 LW: 115 HWL 145 GW: 110 post comment

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